10 November 2010
突然感觉如此迷茫.. 如同迷失了方向似的... 该何去何从呢.. 该是时间好好思考了.
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6:36 PM
huiyi..xp
04 February 2010
hey ppl.. i m promoted bak to my SSGT a rank few weeks ago!!!
YAY cool man.. countless thx to my CIs...=DDD
btw just to clarify sumting...im nt a retain student.. IM NOW SEC4.. taking my olevels tis yr!!!
so, im oni demoted n promoted bak again for my cca rank..it has nth to do with my studies...
hw dare sum1 curse mi tt i retain as sec3.. IDIOT!!! touchwood..touchwood..touchwood...
btw gt summor stuff.. hmm dis yr is my most crucial yr.. de o-levels..
i gtta catch up with all de syllabus tt im left behind my class..
n tt is alot..gosh
i hav to strive frm nw onwards!!!
my aim
eng a2
chi a1
emath a1
geo a1
combine humans a2
chem a2
physics a2...
Can I do it? YES I CAN!!!
CHIONG AAAAAA!!! =))
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12:06 AM
huiyi..xp
20 December 2009
sorry to let all de sec3s n cis down during the camp..
im weak n i deserve de demotion.
sorry to cause so much trouble for the sec3s.
n for the sec2s i hope tt u all wil accept me as ur new squadmates frm now onwards.
im weak i dun deserve to b an instructor.
just wanna clarify sumting
i'm nt feeling well..
my legs r v weak n i can hardly lift dem up animor n my head is very giddy.. tts y i cant tak it animor n needs to fall out.
it is not tt i cant tak it animor as an instructor.
aniway im weak. SORRY to evy1 who pin hopes on me.
I deserve the demotion. I'm nt fit to be an instructor.
to all the sec4s, thx for coming for the campfire n sorry for making u all wait so long...
i'll try to earn back my rank, but if i cant.. i reali dunno wad right do i hav to stay in np. im just a letdown.
sorry
i reali wanted sum1 hu i can tok to now
i dunno y when i face the CIs or TOs my tears just drop rapidly.
I simply cant control it.i dunno y m i soo weak now. i can tak it last yr.. but y tis yr i can't?
y i fall out during a show parade?! y..
i wanted consoles but i simply dun deserve dem...
i let so mani ppl down.evy1 gave up on mi... tts reality...
i've to b responsible for my own actions.
i'm v scared tt de CIs scold me again.. tis yr..its de 1st tym tt im soo afraid of them... i dun dare to face dem animor.. i wan to escape..
i dunno if i'l b given animor chances to earn bak my rank...all my past efforts r wasted n im nowhere now.
jus in de mid of space vacuum nth
i cant rely on the sec3s animor they r no longer my squadmates. they r my instructors.when i ask them qn dey told me is my own decisions.. i realise sumting.. i should nt disturb them animor.
sec2s.. wil dey tak mi as their squadmate?? or jus simply an outsider...can i blend in with their squad?... or shld i just leave
~~can i tok to ani1~~
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8:16 PM
huiyi..xp
27 November 2009
hey ppl is holi now.. u guys happy???
hmmm evy1 is so buzi with their tings.. including mi...
a holi?? or a working month?? hu knws
lols im now pretty addicted to idol dramas..haha
i love tao hua xiao mei!!!!
it rox!!! omg
calvin n da dong acted sooo well.. a great job done!!
hah! other den them i hav a few mor idols tt i love alot..
arron, vision n allen..
ani idea hu dey r?? i doubt soo
well dey r my idols n i sort of 'worship' dem..?! tink soo
k lols.. just toking crap cos nth to update here.. haisss
nxt wk i hav to go k9 attachment for 3 days..
i reali badly dun wan to go but bo bian..=(
n i dun even knw where tt k9 unit is situated.. so zen me ban??
aiya hu care.. zou dao qiao tou zi ran zhi lor...
tis holi is nt v gd.. buzi n buzi n buzi.. ><
k la reali nth to say liao.. bb=)
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8:22 PM
huiyi..xp
18 October 2009
just watched a drama on de internet..
下一站, 幸福...
too bad oni posted till 2nd episode..
de gal is so pathetic...
her dad died when she was young..
her aunt brought her up with an uncle tt is a pervertic bastard
i cried several tyms while watching....
especially when she knew she cldnt accept a guy's help bcos his help is actually a burden for her..
a big n weighing burden..
she cant decide whether to let him help her n be dependant on him n like him.
she knew tt she cant.. bcos its a burden..
she knw tt de guy help him out of sympathy oni
she knew de reality tt his help wil nt last 4eva.. he wld nt stay bside her 4eva n help her in everything..
de gal has to protect herself frm her "family members" n oso to survive in de world of reality..
so help bcomes a burden..
she wanted to escape frm de family, her 'uncle', but she do nt hav de ability to support herself yet..
she dare nt accept de help.. n she feel tt she shldnt interrupt his life
in de show.. de gal once said..
"你以为你救了她,就有权利干涉她的一切吗?
你现在对她好,她以后怎么生存?
你以为你可以时时刻刻都待在她的身边?
不要再对她好了也不用再去管她
她有自己该过的生活
你现在一时的同情
不是帮助
只会让她更痛苦
因为你永远不会是她的家人
而她自始至终还是一个人"
de gal is brave n oso lonely..
she face her life with courage n determination..
she has a strong front but
in actual fact, tt was to protect herself n oso as a lie to others..
she is v weak..
i admire her character n attitude..
i feel reali sorry for her..
她真的很可怜.
wad she said in de show..
it do mak sense n i chose to agree with it.
tts all.. ~awaiting for nxt episode to b uploaded soon
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7:50 PM
huiyi..xp
ive gotten bak 3 papers on 9fri
failed 1 pass 2.. expected
gt last in class for amath n emath..
f9 n b4 respectively.. i shld b sad n i m.. hu caress
flunk my chi paper1.. paper2 still ok.. oral oso nt gd.. gone case le la
wad wil i get bak on tues?? another failure ba..
i knw tt i did nt do well for geo lit ss chem n maths..
nt to 4get eng paper1 oso.. totali wrote out of pt...
awaiting death.....
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7:44 PM
huiyi..xp
13 October 2009
hey ppl wave ur hands to exams!!
dey r nw trash in to de bins lo!!!
we r freeee =DD
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1:31 PM
huiyi..xp
12 October 2009
great tt i remove tagg box le..
dis is a lame blog tt ppl shld avoid
but well its still my own blogg..
so wad if its lame.. i lyk it.. gt prob??
tis toks abt my life..
its boring..
so ppl, scramm
no1 wil force u to visit or tag a lame blog...
tml amaths!!! jiayous!!! chiong ahhh
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3:45 PM
huiyi..xp
