08 July 2008
i gt 1 stuff tat is troubling mi n 1 ting tat maks me both angry n sad.. both concerns specific ppl frm tat sec3 squad tat i hav respected..
i'll tok abt de ting tat mak mi angry 1st... de sec3 posted in de blog tat i send i love u to all his squadmates... i oni sent it to 3 person n i use de word lyk instead of love... do u knw tat tere's alot of difference between dis 2 words??... i reali dunno how to do deal with him... his my senior n instructor hu i respected.. but now with de words he uses on me, i dunno wad i m gonna treat him as in de future...
de nxt ting is a ting tat has troubled me for quite a few days... i couldnt get to sleep last nite becos of it too.. i act wan to settle de prob, clear my doubts n uncertainty ytd but i did nt do it in de end.. hais... now i dunno wad to do... i hav a lot of tings tat i wanted to tell him but i just dun hav de courage to tell him cos i fear de pain tat it might bring me... i knw tat i'm ugly n i dun hav de rite to lyk ani1.. but i just.. hais... i dunno wad i shld do n i oso dunno wad i m doing now... i feel tat i'm just making a fool out of myself but i just cant stop myself frm doing all those stuff... i tried telling him how i feel but i backed out last min again.. i'm a fool... i ask him q. tat i wanted ans on.. n i wad i get is: ...i dunno... i dunno!!!
i guess he took it as a joke ba...
dis ans just hurts me.. i dunno y... cld ani1 tell me wadd exactly i shld do??
act to be frank i'm nt sure whether i lyk him anot.. i feel tat i'm selfish cos frankly wad i wanted was someone hu will oways be tere for me... a shoulder n a person who i can tok to when i'm down... but i dunno whether i lyk tat guy ant.. den i go ask tat guy.. perhaps i dun hav de rite to ask him tat q. at all...
now... i still dunno de ans.. myself n his...
i wanted to forget him but i just cant get him off my mind...
i fear de pain tat he might bring mi but i still wanted his comfort...
i'm a fool.. a big fool but i'm scared.. reali scared..;(
只希望时间能够冲淡一切巴。。。
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1:57 PM
huiyi..xp
06 July 2008
Tagged by Weibin!
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1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 1530
name: Huiyi
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 7 or 8?
Height: 167cm
Where do you live? Bukit Panjang, Fajar road
Favourite drinks? coke, mountain dew, chocolate ice blended..
Favourite breakfast? ham n cheeze bread
Have you ever been on a plane? no..hais..
Swam in the ocean? oni once at sentosa
Fallen asleep at school? nope..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yup! hahas..
Saved e-mails? ya.
What is your room like? quite untidy.
What’s right beside you? a fan
What is the last thing you ate? noodles
Ever had ...
Chicken pox? ya when i when i was in kindergarden
Sore throat? yup..stitches? of cos!!
Broken nose? nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight?in de past, yes.. nw dunno.
Like picnics? Yes.
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with? cant rmb.. shd be my sadmates ba..
Last made you smile? a guy.. [secret]
You last yelled at? My sis
Today you did?playing and cheering? ya.. badminton^.^
Have you ever ... ..
Kissed anyone? of cos..no!
Get sick? obviously..yaMiss someone? ya.
Eat? yes
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no..
What’s under your bed? de ground
Who do you really hate? em.. some ppl.. cant tell ltr kana scoldin..haha..
What time is it now? 1555
Is there a person who is on your mind now? Yes
Do you want children? yup..
Do you smile often? shld be considered often ba..
Do you like your hand-writing? no..
Are your toe nails painted? last tym nt nw
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in? my cousin's.. hers is much mor cofortable..
What color shirt are you wearing now? black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday?on de lrt comin home frm sch..
When did you cry last? a few hrs ago..haha
Are you a friendly person? sometimes..lol
Do you have any pets? fishes!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? dunno.. at home a..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? cant rmb hu.. so dunno..
Do you sleep with the TV on? sometyms..
What are you doing right now? doing dis ting n watchin my fav video..
Have you ever crawled through a window? nope..
Can you handle the truth? perhaps..
Are you too forgiving? dunno..
Are you closer to your mother or father? dad..
Who was the last person you cried in front of? 4get le..
How many people can you say you’ve really loved? quite a few.. esp zhang ying wen pei zhi xin!!
Do you eat healthy? dunno.. i eat wad i lyk..
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? of cos!! tere was once i cried cos of a sms..lol
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? lynette n 1 mor guy..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? dunno.. both ba..
Are you confident? most of de tym except tyms when face tings tat mak my heart hurts..
5 things I was doing 10 years ago: watch tv, play, tok, sleep n eat..
5 things on my to-do list today: watch t, get ans frm some1, watch videos, do hw, bath
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: find some1 i lyk n truely lyks me, hav a grand party with my frens, donate, shopping n play computer all day...
5 of my bad habits: lazy, attitude, lyks to spend money, emo n irritating
5 places I have lived in: my hse, cousin hse, grandpa hse, hotel n overnite camp in sch..
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4:31 PM
huiyi..xp
