17 November 2008
YAY de camp is ova lol...
de camp sumhow rox n sux is sum ways hahas...
on 1st day...
it did nt strt off v well...
act planning to wake up at 4.40am... but i slept till 5.30 den wake up leh!!...
i still thought i'm gonna b late.. but quite lucky tt i didnt.. if nt ci jb will b screaming n giving loads of pumpings le hahas...
we fall in n dey collected our valuables... 1st tym de bag is filled with so mani valuables haha...
when i was rushing to sch.. my eggs accidentali drop on de ground... it was lyk damn stupit lor...hais... but lucky i brought 1 whole pack.. den still gt 6 eggs left intact.. if nt i'll be dead lol...
fall in den collect batons n gav de eggs to basil sir... de eggs was damn disgusting lor...
lynette was lyk screaming n basil didnt even dare touch de eggs hahas...
i put de eggs in de container n basil was lyk saying tt i'll break de eggs if i put it in tt way...
i was lyk piss off by his words...
de eggs nt tt vulnerable tt it will b broken in tt way lor...
for de uniform inspection..
my baton touch de ground mani tyms while doing pumping n songrong gav mi xtra pumpings... 1st tym doing pumping with a baton.. hais but now i knw tt doing pumping with baton must play smart le..
hav to push baton to de bak when knocking down...
if nt baton confirm will touch ground lol... i v stupit.. now den knw tis...
de boys v dao mei...
all except jian wen dio show parade lol... jian wen uniform so gd tt he was left out of de show parade... hahas...
gals nv dio show parade.. but mi, lynette n emily was asked to hav xtra footdrill lesson...
tt was damn stupit lor... jian sheng go put our names in..zzz
lunch tym..
we were asked to b in our grps...
my grp consist of...
mi,emily,swee koon,jasmine,guanhoe n cheewei~(dunno hw 2 spell his name:p)
had our lunch n we were de 1st grp to clean up... lol cos we oni had 2 packs of maggie mees for 6 person hahas...
aft which is footdrill den campcraft den pt... it was lyk quite sian..
aft footdrill i tink we had a water parade b4 goin for campcraft...
we drank de 1st cup n den de instructor told us to fill our mugs again... we de sec2s all say boo!!... n in return jian boon told us to count 1 to 20 with our hands up in de air...
it was damn tiring lor zzz...
during pt we didnt had to run cos of lack of tym.. n it was lyk heng...
den had our dinner in de canteen... our cardboard caught fire n so did other grps too.. hahas... a mini campfire lol...
aft dinner i was lyk asking evywhere when's de tym to fall in... lol...
i asked de meal ic jia yue when to fall in n he even had to check his phone for de info..
is lyk lol lor... den he speak v soft.. cant figure out wad is he toking...
den i just dun care him.. rush bak to de classroom...
we fall in outside class 1f~i tink... we r lyk so quiet lol...
den sumbody suddenly made a sound n we r lyk laughing lor...
luckly for de lifeskill lesson is yu jian tak us...
we r lyk laughing n smilling when yu jian told us to go to 1e classroom.. hahas... we dun wan to c jian boon though...
we had a realli realli short game n it was quite lame... but we kept on laughing through out de game hahas...
i oso learnt sumting frm lynette.. impossible= i m possible.. hahas... mak sense rite??
campcraft preparation was lyk nth much.. all of us sian sian de den we called SOS den weibin came ova n gav us ideas...
emily den soon came up with a performance with de main theme baboon.. hahas...
aft which is de stupit xtra footdrill. i was damn piss off lor... i h8 it man...
during supper my mind is blank... realli v angry for tt stupit xtra lesson...
aft supper mi, emily n lynette bath n slept at 12am...
Day2 was lyk a much betta day...
early in de morning at exactly 4.30 dere was a stupit person blowing a whistle...
at first i dunno wads de blowing for so i went bak to slp...
den weibin told us gt dunno wad silent or fire drill... den we all run to de parade sq lor..
was lyk de last few to fall in...
jb said tt we took 20 min to fall in n it was de longest fire drill... i was lyk hack care lor... still in slping mood...
de sec3s v can1... nv realli slp den still kana alot of pumpings.... feel quite sad for dem.. n nxt yr it will b our turn lor...
6am fall in.. den had pt..
i dun lyk de pt at all.. jesslyn do alot of stun lor.. gt wad butterfly kik.. n 1 side hand dunno wad ting...
during breakfast cant finish bread.. luckily de prefects came down to hav their breakfast.. den i gav de bread to chermaine.. hahas.. de instructors nv c lor
jia yue gav all of us de stupit form n had to hand in during supper...
had arm drill for 3 whole hours with oni 15 min of water break lor... cant absorb all de cammands tt dey teach hence now i alr forget de 7788 le...
den aft lunch is foot drill for 2.5h... lol... at 1st we all v scared of mei fong mam n thought tat de footdrill lesson will b hell for us...
but to our surprise, a miracle happens n we enjoy de footdrill lesson realli much!!! it rox man!!
our drills r lyk suddenly v gd for once n xiao xiong~jun hao kept on cracking jokes n yu xiang footdrill was lyk so funny hahas... mei fong v gd... baton touch ground twice oni 2 pumpings nia...
towards de end.. de sec3s saw us den dey oso do their own footdrill hahas...
their drills was lyk still much betta den ours...
den is campcraft... oni abt 15 min for campcraft nia...
den gt de endurance run...
tts wad i fear de most when i came to dis camp...
i fall out aft running for awhile cos of my stupit stitches... de mor i run de mor it hurts hais...
den swee koon oso fall out den wei qin bring us bak to sch... hais hai4 dao4 wei qin cannot run with de others.... v sry...
for de run... my whole grp all casualty hahas...
when we r being casualty.. de pt machine gav de others static training...
de training luks realli tough... feeling sry for de sec1s,2s n 3s....
we had our dinner n we cant finich de rations... still gt quite a bit left...
de campfire tt i luk forward most towards turns out to b a utter disppointment...
hais...
den glenn was totali pissed off lor...
during supper we completed de ws on de comments on de instructors... i gav realli frank comments... hope tt it doesnt hurt ani1... i write stuff lyk slacker etc...
for de best sec3 instructors.. i wrote basil n glenn... dey realli teaches us v well...
aft which we bath n de others study realli hard for de campcraft test... i was lyk hack care...
day3 was lyk totali tired n exhausted...
we had a fire drill at 3.30 den luckily we r fast so we nv dio scolding.. but de sec3s v suay... mei fong mam go scold dem n pump dem for being de last squad to fall in... hais... de sec3s r realli v ke1 lian2...
de pt was lyk no mood for it... v tired kip on tinking of falling out but in de end still doing pt with de others....
breakfast was lyk de worst breakfast eva... dunno wad sir gav mi de stupit bread.. it taste terrible.. de tea oso de same v v v bitter... hais... no choice but to eat finish.....
de campcraft test was lyk quite easy la... but i scored v badly.. just pass nia...
for area cleaning... my grp gtta clean de parade sq, sports hall n basin...
de parade sq is v clean... de sports hall was sooo dirty n de basin even worse...
had a fun tym cleaning de basin lol... 1st tym seeing de basin so clean hahas...
aft tt debrief n sum admin stuff den break camp lo.. woo hoo!!
b4 breaking de camp.. jb told us nxt wk gt act n gt a mock 2nd class drill test...
hais.. another stupit test....
holi le still gt test n i lyk evy wk hav to go sch at least twice cos of np n choir... hais...
but now i still v happy cos eoy camp is ova.. haha!!^^
;
11:21 AM
huiyi..xp
13 November 2008
dunno y.. nowadaes i c sec3s, i feel realli weird... just gt de feeling of walking away... dun even feel lyk luking at dem or toking to dem...
tinking of dem maks mi sick...
c dem lyk c strangers n weirdoes lyk tat...
hahaha... mayb i'm just crazy...hahaha hu cares abt how i feel hahaha... lol
aiya i just dun feel lyk cin dem n goin for tt torturing camp la.. but no choice sia zzzz!!
;
8:26 PM
huiyi..xp
12 November 2008
wad de... i gt into 3g!!... zzz... dunno whether can cope nxt yr nt...
when i received de news i'm v happy abt it...
but aft giving it further thoughts.. i dunno whether it is a gd news or a bad news...
if i get into 3f.. den i wun b vex.. i'll just stay in tt class since i oni gt into 3f...
but now 3g... i'll hav to tink whether i can cope ant with 2 pure sci, 1 core geo n 1 elective lit... plus my cca...
nxt yr de cca hav to put in a lot of tym, den i where gt enough tym to study for 8 subj...
my cousin tell mi nt to appeal out of g... den i tink i listen to her lor...
she say other ppl wan go dis class oso cant get in.. den i in le, wan to appeal out.. i siao...
at least must try to cope n balance de tym well...
cut down on tv show too...
lol.. tv shows how to cut down hahas...
dunno whether dis is de right decision.. but i'll just try for once...
mayb i realli can cope well... hu knws... hais but still quite worried
if nv cope well den nxt yr might hav to drop subj...
i tink i betta dun tink ani mor n stick to 3g since god put mi into dis class...
if nt de mor i tink de mor i feel lyk banging de wall...
;
10:35 PM
huiyi..xp
08 November 2008
i can use my hse com. to play games le... finali can use le.... i shld b v happy... but.. hais dunno la..
ytd np nth much happen... but on de way home... i cry in de bus...
dun really knw y i cry... mayb i too angry den de fire in mi burst into tears ba....
reach home.. open com. play habbo... nt in gd mood so kip on scoldin ppl online...
de motto i go put si jy chou jy..zzz......
dunno y just put tat... act wan change de name to jb de.. but i mor angry with dis person...
i dunno y i angry but, just suddenly feel sad n angry...
i realli felt tat i'm lost n dunno wad to do...
dis feeling hav been with mi all along since de strt of dis yr.. i just cant shake de feeling away...
i'm lyk too paranoid n kip on tinking dis tinking tat...
i act created a cheer specially for de eoy camp fire.. i must b crazy...
last nite slept at 2+.. tinking dis n tat.. my studies n np... how m i goin to cope it nxt yr??... i dunno
nxt yr our pillar de sec3s n jb sir r stepping down... leaving us to fite de battle alone
i realli scared tat np will collapse in our hands...
ytd asked jy whether de pm tok boring nt... den he tell mi go ask ashraf..
ashraf say v interesting... so gd for dem lor... at least didnt waste de trip...
sumtyms tinking bak i feel tat my attitude reali hav a prob...
i feel tat i've changed yr by yr .. changed into a paranoid n annoying person...
i'm now reali diff frm wad i m in pri sch... bcomin worse n worse...
evy1 around mi feel reali taxing toking to mi n listening to mi...
i'm lyk a disturbance to dem...
i realli wanna b a gd fren but i just cant change bak to wad i m in pri sch...
i realli dun wan to b an annoying person...
i wan to b independent so tat i wun hav to rely on others on evy single ting i do....
when i'm lost.. i dunno hu to turn to... in de past i sms jy when i'm vex n unhappi...
but soon i find tat i shldnt disturb him all de tym n ask him stupit qns... he will oni feel annoyed.
so now i no1 to turn to... so i cry lor..hahas... tat sounds stupit...
act i realli lyk him... but i knw tat he dun lyk mi, so i tried to avoid n forget him..
but i just cant get him out of my mind... evytym i tink of dis.. i realli feel lyk banging de wall...
hais... tis cant b force;)... trying to get dis sentence into my mind....
now wad shld i do ne... i tink i'll just wait patiently for de chalet n pray tat de eoy camp will b ova asap...
;
6:34 PM
huiyi..xp
