29 April 2009
broke up with hq last sat..
dun reali lyk de idea of steading..
it givs mi a v wierd feeling..
aft breaking.. i had a relief..
so i didnt regret my decision..
as for ks.. i dunno hw to say la..
but since its ova den let it b ba..
evyting is bak to normal again..
de way it shld b..
felt mor relax now=)
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6:24 PM
huiyi..xp
22 April 2009
today.. dunno wad happen la..
today hp no bat.. s hav to on off phone to preserve bat n c msg
aft sch went to de np room n c my squadmates doing all de admin n log stuff..
aft tt mi n emily went to northpoint n had our lunch
aft lunch, on my phone.. saw ks msg say abt frens tingi..
den hq say wan meet up nt..
dunno y leh.. mayb dun lyk him le ba.. i meet up with him at mac..
b4 meeting.. i call ks ask sumting n he told mi to mak my own decision..
i v nt sure whether to mak tt decision ant lor..
meet hq le den tok to him abt it den mi n emily oso came up with a dumb idea to mak de decision..
tt idea resulted in givin mi a breaking ans...
but i still deciding den he say he nid go off le..
tell mi sms him my decision..
so here i m now.. still dunno wad to do..
i tried using jy as a reference pt..
last tym wheneva i'm sad.. de 1st person i tink of is jy
den evytym aft toking to jy.. i wun feel so upset animor..
but for nw.. i dunno whether i'll tink of hq when i'm sad..
reali dunno cos nv try b4..
but i tink i wun tink of him lor..
as for ks ar.. dunno leh..
abit sad when i saw his msg today..=x
perhaps i shldnt say tis animor ba..
ya.. evyting is too late...
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8:49 PM
huiyi..xp
19 April 2009
=)....=(...??hais...
ytd had a great day at the HTA..
my whole contigent except de ic had endured thr'h de whole parade...
tts reali great n my whole contigent was super hyper..
aft de parade, as we march bak to de holding room..
mi, chanel n hengqin kip on shout de tyming out loud..
den inside de room.. we had great fun n de ppl all crack alot of stupid jokes..
i reali miss all de fun tt we had..
i oso miss de ppl in de orchid park bus..
MISSSSSSSSSS...
today...
dunno hw to say la..
made sum1 realli sad..
feeling v guilty now.. but i cant do aniting to it:(
n de reason.. is tt ... i betta dun say la.. hais..
but at least i knw tt i made 1 person happy today..
my dar:)...
reali wanna say sorry to.. sorry.. dun b sad animor.. cheer up!!
i'm sure u'll find sum1 betta:D
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9:36 PM
huiyi..xp
16 April 2009
it wasnt a smooth day..
had choi syf today n did nt expected to hav crop up so mani unexpected tings..
it was reali disappointing..
had bronze in de end..haiz:(
i wish tt tis sat parade wil b a success..
i've put in a lot of hardwork for de parade..
standing under de hot sun for so mani trainings n skipping so mani lessons..
hope tt nth will crop up tis sat..
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8:25 PM
huiyi..xp
13 April 2009
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lately i've done alot of wrong tings tt made mi lost mani precious tings...
wrong words said resulted in hurt n scar..
friendship with a scar tt leaves no trust...
can friendship still sustain??
i dunno hw to face him
...
i knw tt i've to bear de consequences for wad i've done..
but i dunno wad to do..
i've total lost my directions..
...
cld i just treat him as a stranger??
i dunno..'(
...
i'm oways alone with no1 to rely on..
i hate being independent..
i hav no true frens to tok to when i have troubles..
all de contacts in my hp seems lyk stranger to mi..
dey r just too far away n i'll nv manage to reach upon dem..
ppl finds mi irritating
n i oso knw tt dey feel tt i cant b trusted..
n tts bcos i've done tings tt made dem felt disappointed..
i'm in de wrong.. i knw tt.. n i'll bear de consequences..
even if it means to lose a fren..
tts responsibility.. isn't it??
ya...
...
can i just have a listening ear??
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11:16 PM
huiyi..xp
11 April 2009
yay.. my dad just bought mi a laptop ytd..
n now here i m using de laptop to post..^^
i bought a compac laptop..
v nice n i luv it alot..
now i can post mor often with dis laptop..
WOOHOO!!=D
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6:29 AM
huiyi..xp
