22 April 2009
today.. dunno wad happen la..
today hp no bat.. s hav to on off phone to preserve bat n c msg
aft sch went to de np room n c my squadmates doing all de admin n log stuff..
aft tt mi n emily went to northpoint n had our lunch
aft lunch, on my phone.. saw ks msg say abt frens tingi..
den hq say wan meet up nt..
dunno y leh.. mayb dun lyk him le ba.. i meet up with him at mac..
b4 meeting.. i call ks ask sumting n he told mi to mak my own decision..
i v nt sure whether to mak tt decision ant lor..
meet hq le den tok to him abt it den mi n emily oso came up with a dumb idea to mak de decision..
tt idea resulted in givin mi a breaking ans...
but i still deciding den he say he nid go off le..
tell mi sms him my decision..
so here i m now.. still dunno wad to do..
i tried using jy as a reference pt..
last tym wheneva i'm sad.. de 1st person i tink of is jy
den evytym aft toking to jy.. i wun feel so upset animor..
but for nw.. i dunno whether i'll tink of hq when i'm sad..
reali dunno cos nv try b4..
but i tink i wun tink of him lor..
as for ks ar.. dunno leh..
abit sad when i saw his msg today..=x
perhaps i shldnt say tis animor ba..
ya.. evyting is too late...
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8:49 PM
huiyi..xp
