08 May 2009
had chi n emaths exam ytd..
emaths nv complete paper.. 4qn nv do den 30+ marks flew away..
chi cmi.. so damn difficult.. worse paper i had dis yr..
chi paper 1st 10qn was lyk killing mi..
spent 20min on tt.. (total waste of precious time)..
had lit n eng today..
i nv study for lit so de paper is gone case de..
eng was ok.. paper nt v difficult..(best eng paper i had tis yr)
nw feeling v empty..
nth betta to do so typing crap nw..
hw wil ppl feel aft dey hav achieved their goals or lost their aims..
wil dey b happy?? or will dey feel lost of directions??
its simply ironic n dumb..
tings cld b simple n oso complicated..
depending on hw we c dem..
feeling sad out of simply no reasons sounds so stupid n wrong..
tere must b a reason to evyting..
ya so tt includes me too..
feeling sad n empty cos i do nt hav a clear view of my aims n wants..
wan to kip him by my side but knw tt i cant..
tts just simply horrible..
my life seems to b upset..
is it a joke or wad??
cant we even b frens??.. i knw tt its no longer possible...
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10:57 PM
huiyi..xp